I saw some one die today.
How do you even follow that sentence up?!? As I lay here in bed I sigh heavily and finally ponder what my mind has been chewing on all day. I know that when this man woke up this morning he didn't think about this being his last day living. As he got dressed I'm sure he didn't take into consideration about what clothes he should wear to die in today. I'm sure he wasn't checking his watch as he went through his morning saying to himself well, only a few more hours left till 11:29am and I will be laying on the side of the road, while a stranger performs CPR on me.
Death is mean. It doesn't get old or age. It doesn't care if you're ready or not when it comes.
I feel almost disgusted at the thought of saying "hold the ones you love a little tighter tonight"
I prayed for this man as I watched CPR being performed. When I saw them stop, I prayed for his family. To say I feel sad doesn't begin to decribe how I feel at the massive jumble of thoughts running through my head.
It's been a long time since I've blogged but I think to sort things out I will start again.
All my love.
