Girls, weaves are not just for beauty…protect yourself!! haha
February 19, 2009
KANSAS CITY, MO - Other than having a bit of a headache, a Kansas City woman is uninjured after a bullet fired at her ended up tangled in her hair weave.Police said the 20-year-old woman was in a convenience store parking lot late Wednesday when a man flagged her down and told her that her ex-boyfriend still loved her. She replied, "Well I don't love him," then heard gunshots.She said she looked behind the vehicle and saw her ex-boyfriend firing a handgun at her. She stomped her accelerator and fled, then turned into another parking lot and called police. She told officers she recently had ended an eight-month relationship with the suspect.Police arrested the ex-boyfriend and his friend in a car.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Quote of the day.....
This rings so true. I will write more later.....
“If you don’t risk anything you risk even more.” - Erica Jong
Love,
Iz
“If you don’t risk anything you risk even more.” - Erica Jong
Love,
Iz
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Thought for the day....
I needed this today. Thank you for being in my life, I just wanted to share this. After opening up, people have started opening up to me and I realized that there are SO many people going through things right now. I am so full of thoughts for my friends and family. I love you so much, you make my life complete because you are what I live for.
“Be life long or short, its completeness depends on what it is lived for.” - David Starr Jordan
Love,
Iz
“Be life long or short, its completeness depends on what it is lived for.” - David Starr Jordan
Love,
Iz
Friday, February 13, 2009
Heavy moment......
I am sad. I’m not talking just sad, I’m talking lucky charms, horses, and puppy dogs can’t even cheer me up. I am so broken. This is only the 3rd time in my life I have been this broken. That sad.
I am angry as well. Angry that people don’t think about how their actions will affect others. How they bring themselves into people’s lives and when they walk out of yours, they walk out of your family and friends as well, and don’t bother to be accountable for their actions. You put yourself in that position; the LEAST you could do is answer a phone call for the purpose of respect.
Why do people say empty words? Why do people say things they don’t mean, hoping if they say them they will feel that way? Why do people say things because it’s the heat of the moment, and how can they not realize that they are still empty words? Am I the only person left that says what I mean, and means what I say? I know I am not perfect and I still say things I don’t mean out of anger or hurt, but I try as quickly as possible to rectify that moment.
Is it possible for two people to feel the same way or does one always like/love the other more for it to work? Writing is therapy for me, so bear with me. It might not all make sense but this is how I work things out in my mind. This is not just coming from things in the last few weeks; it’s in part things I have been dealing with for the last 2 years. I guess when you partially heal or just keep trucking, it catches up with you at some point, or maybe the healing process just takes longer than you think with some things and you just think you are over them, so when those healing moments come, you realize, wow, I am still healing.
Don’t get me wrong, I have my strong moments where I feel good. Last night was hard. This morning was hard. I feel good right now.
I know if a person walks away from the best thing they will ever have, they will always compare what they had with that person to anyone they will have from there on. The important things in life are the people that are there for you when your heart is so crushed that the word crushed doesn’t even explain how your heart feels. Your heart hurts so bad, that your guts hurt. The kind of hurt that you have'nt eaten in 2 days because the thought of food makes you sick. Not because of how much you cared for that person but because you gave them the trust they asked for and they walked away from it. Simply put: you trusted them, and they betrayed that trust.
Even though Tim might not know this, I read his blog. haha. If he reads this it will probably shock him. He makes me realize the important things in life. This is a quote from a devotion that really reached my heart “It is easy for people to follow the money, the blessing, the easy way, but the presence of God often leads us through the depths of situations to reveal the power of the Lord into our lives. It is of utmost importance for our ear to be tuned to the moving of the presence of God so we can follow wherever it leads.” God is dealing with me, and I love it, but it’s NOT easy. Maybe this is a part of it. I want to be available. I want the true anointing, the kind that can’t be mistaken, imitated, the pure anointing.
God Help me, please. Make my brokenness beautiful.
All my love and heart,
Izzi
I am angry as well. Angry that people don’t think about how their actions will affect others. How they bring themselves into people’s lives and when they walk out of yours, they walk out of your family and friends as well, and don’t bother to be accountable for their actions. You put yourself in that position; the LEAST you could do is answer a phone call for the purpose of respect.
Why do people say empty words? Why do people say things they don’t mean, hoping if they say them they will feel that way? Why do people say things because it’s the heat of the moment, and how can they not realize that they are still empty words? Am I the only person left that says what I mean, and means what I say? I know I am not perfect and I still say things I don’t mean out of anger or hurt, but I try as quickly as possible to rectify that moment.
Is it possible for two people to feel the same way or does one always like/love the other more for it to work? Writing is therapy for me, so bear with me. It might not all make sense but this is how I work things out in my mind. This is not just coming from things in the last few weeks; it’s in part things I have been dealing with for the last 2 years. I guess when you partially heal or just keep trucking, it catches up with you at some point, or maybe the healing process just takes longer than you think with some things and you just think you are over them, so when those healing moments come, you realize, wow, I am still healing.
Don’t get me wrong, I have my strong moments where I feel good. Last night was hard. This morning was hard. I feel good right now.
I know if a person walks away from the best thing they will ever have, they will always compare what they had with that person to anyone they will have from there on. The important things in life are the people that are there for you when your heart is so crushed that the word crushed doesn’t even explain how your heart feels. Your heart hurts so bad, that your guts hurt. The kind of hurt that you have'nt eaten in 2 days because the thought of food makes you sick. Not because of how much you cared for that person but because you gave them the trust they asked for and they walked away from it. Simply put: you trusted them, and they betrayed that trust.
Even though Tim might not know this, I read his blog. haha. If he reads this it will probably shock him. He makes me realize the important things in life. This is a quote from a devotion that really reached my heart “It is easy for people to follow the money, the blessing, the easy way, but the presence of God often leads us through the depths of situations to reveal the power of the Lord into our lives. It is of utmost importance for our ear to be tuned to the moving of the presence of God so we can follow wherever it leads.” God is dealing with me, and I love it, but it’s NOT easy. Maybe this is a part of it. I want to be available. I want the true anointing, the kind that can’t be mistaken, imitated, the pure anointing.
God Help me, please. Make my brokenness beautiful.
All my love and heart,
Izzi
Thursday, February 12, 2009
43 ODD Things about me:
1.Do you like blue cheese? Yes, especially on the black and blue salad at O’Charley’s!
2. Have you ever smoked? No
3. Do you own a gun? No, but all my uncle’s own a few ;)
4.What flavor Kool Aid? Grape, is there another flavor?? :)
5.Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? Only if there is a “procedure” involved. *shutters*
6. What do you think of hot dogs? I LOVE them at baseball games, picnic’s and grill out’s, but anywhere else, it makes me sick to my stomach to even THINK about eating one.
7. Favorite Christmas movie? Home Alone 1 & 2
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Ice tea with splenda :)
9. Can you do pushups? A few.
10. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? A bracelet given to me by a doctor, my bracelet from one of my best friends for being in her wedding, and a watch. :)
11. Favorite hobby? Photography
12. Do you have ADD? I dunno, hey, what’s that over there??? lol :) Sometimes I do, depends on what I am doing.
13. What's one trait you hate about yourself? I over think/analyze things and my mind runs 90 to nothing at ALL times.
14. What's your middle name? Cole
15. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment. My heart, Molly and clinic
16. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink? Rockstar, Ice tea, and Diet Pepsi
17. Current worry? Getting out of clinic
18. Current hate right now? Broken hearts.
19. Favorite place to be? With friends and family
20. How did you bring in the New Year? In Houston with my best friends
21. Where would you like to go? Somewhere tropical where the water is warm, crystal blue and I can see the bottom and there is SUN and SAND and WARMTH!!!!
22. Name three people who will complete this? Cher-Roe, Katie and Michelle
23. Do you own slippers? Yes, puppy dog ones. :)
24. What color shirt are you wearing right now? White
25. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets? LOVE them.
26. Can you whistle? Not really, it comes out as a strain lol
27. Favorite color? Pink, green and black
28. Would you be a pirate? If I could call Johnny Depp daddy lol :)
29. What songs do you sing in the shower? Whatever is on the radio, TV, or my ipod
30. Favorite Girl's Name? Rhinada
31. Favorite boy's name? Tucker Cole
32. What's in your pocket right now? Nodda
33. Last thing that made you laugh? Dr. Arakelov asking me if my boyfriend makes 6 figures
34. Worst injury you've ever had? Going through the windshield.
35. Do you love where you live? At times.
36. How many TVs do you have in your house? 6
37. Who is your loudest friend? Meredith Russell
38. How many dogs do you have? 1
39. Does someone have a crush on you? I hope so! :)
40. What is your favorite book? My planner lol :)
41. What is your favorite candy? Now and laters
42. Favorite Sports Team? STL CARDS BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
43. What song do you want played at your funeral? It’s getting hot in here……so take off all your clothes LOL I dunno, I have never thought about it. Ask me later :)
1.Do you like blue cheese? Yes, especially on the black and blue salad at O’Charley’s!
2. Have you ever smoked? No
3. Do you own a gun? No, but all my uncle’s own a few ;)
4.What flavor Kool Aid? Grape, is there another flavor?? :)
5.Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? Only if there is a “procedure” involved. *shutters*
6. What do you think of hot dogs? I LOVE them at baseball games, picnic’s and grill out’s, but anywhere else, it makes me sick to my stomach to even THINK about eating one.
7. Favorite Christmas movie? Home Alone 1 & 2
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Ice tea with splenda :)
9. Can you do pushups? A few.
10. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? A bracelet given to me by a doctor, my bracelet from one of my best friends for being in her wedding, and a watch. :)
11. Favorite hobby? Photography
12. Do you have ADD? I dunno, hey, what’s that over there??? lol :) Sometimes I do, depends on what I am doing.
13. What's one trait you hate about yourself? I over think/analyze things and my mind runs 90 to nothing at ALL times.
14. What's your middle name? Cole
15. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment. My heart, Molly and clinic
16. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink? Rockstar, Ice tea, and Diet Pepsi
17. Current worry? Getting out of clinic
18. Current hate right now? Broken hearts.
19. Favorite place to be? With friends and family
20. How did you bring in the New Year? In Houston with my best friends
21. Where would you like to go? Somewhere tropical where the water is warm, crystal blue and I can see the bottom and there is SUN and SAND and WARMTH!!!!
22. Name three people who will complete this? Cher-Roe, Katie and Michelle
23. Do you own slippers? Yes, puppy dog ones. :)
24. What color shirt are you wearing right now? White
25. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets? LOVE them.
26. Can you whistle? Not really, it comes out as a strain lol
27. Favorite color? Pink, green and black
28. Would you be a pirate? If I could call Johnny Depp daddy lol :)
29. What songs do you sing in the shower? Whatever is on the radio, TV, or my ipod
30. Favorite Girl's Name? Rhinada
31. Favorite boy's name? Tucker Cole
32. What's in your pocket right now? Nodda
33. Last thing that made you laugh? Dr. Arakelov asking me if my boyfriend makes 6 figures
34. Worst injury you've ever had? Going through the windshield.
35. Do you love where you live? At times.
36. How many TVs do you have in your house? 6
37. Who is your loudest friend? Meredith Russell
38. How many dogs do you have? 1
39. Does someone have a crush on you? I hope so! :)
40. What is your favorite book? My planner lol :)
41. What is your favorite candy? Now and laters
42. Favorite Sports Team? STL CARDS BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
43. What song do you want played at your funeral? It’s getting hot in here……so take off all your clothes LOL I dunno, I have never thought about it. Ask me later :)
Getting to know you 2009
Welcome to the new 2009 edition of getting to know your family and friends. Here is what you are supposed to do, and try not to be lame and spoil the fun. Change all the answers so that they apply to you. Then send this to a bunch of people you know, INCLUDING the person who sent it to you. Some of you may get this several times; that means you have lots of friends. The easiest way to do it is to hit 'forward ' so you can change the answers or copy and paste. Have fun and be truthful! I want to see your answers!
1. What is your occupation right now? Nurse ratchet hahaha
2. What color are your socks right now? White and pink
3. What are you listening to right now? Carrie Underwood, last name.
4. What was the last thing that you ate? Colby cheese and wheat thins
5. Can you drive a stick shift? Yes! LOVE them.
6. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Lisa.
7. Do you like the person who sent this to you? Adore her. :)
8. How old are you today? 27.
9. What is your favorite sport to watch on TV. Baseball baby!
10. What is/are your favorite drink(s)? Mango ice tea, ice tea with splenda, diet pepsi, sugar free rockstar, red line, and sugar free monster.
11. Have you ever dyed your hair? Yes. Several years ago…..BIG mistake lol
12. Favorite food? Mexican from my favorite places in Houston, La Madeline, and Whataburger.
13. What is the last movie you watched? Another Cinderella story.
14. Favorite day of the year? It’s usually something with a holiday, like Christmas, Thanksgiving, my birthday, 4th of July….things like that.
15. How do you vent anger? Talk it out……which is usually a lot of talking hahaha. :) 100 MPH till I feel understood.
16. What was your favorite toy as a child? Grubby, Lite brite, my little pony, cabbage patch and my glow worm.
17. What is your favorite season(s)? Summer and fall.
18. Cherries or Blueberries? Cherries.
19. Do you want your friends to e-mail you back? Absolutely!
20. Who is the most likely to respond? Your mom :)
21. Who is least likely to respond? Who knows :)
22. Your living arrangements? With my Mow Cow, but hopefully will be able to start looking for houses at some point semi-soon!
23. When was the last time you cried? Today.
24. What is on the floor of your closet? Suit cases, purses, bags and boots.
25. Who is the friend you have had the longest that you are sending to? Drea, Kim and Ash.
26. What did you do last night? Took a friend home from work, went to the gym, another friend’s house and then home.
27. What are you most afraid of? Not doing the right thing.
28. Plain, cheese, or spicy hamburgers? Cheese or plain.
29. Favorite dog breed? My mow cow, St. Bernard, or my dream breed a King Charles Spaniel, any really, I love them all!
30. Favorite day of the week? Whatever day I can sleep in. 31. How many states have you lived in? 3
32. Diamonds or pearls? Diamonds, but I am not stupid, I will take pearls too. J33. What is your favorite flower? Hydrangea’s and tulips
Lesson's Learned 2008
Shame on me! I am so sorry I haven't updated in a while. I am going to be better. Just to catch you up a little bit I am still working two jobs. It keeps me running around ½ out of my mind but surprisingly enough I really like it, even after four months of doing it. I was promoted to a surgical nurse and LOVE IT. There is nothing that compares to it. I also "travel" with my own two doctor's and I really like that too.
God had been so good to me in 2008. I usually do a "things learned" blog every year, so I guess this is my "2008 things learned blog," even though it's a couple months late. : ) Here are some of my reflections: It brings to me an array of emotions and thoughts to think that we are who we are for a reason. I know that if we don't like something about ourselves then we can change. We have the power, the tools and hopefully the stamina. Change is HARD. Whether it's something we want to change in our lives or about ourselves there will be an adjustment period and it's NOT comfortable. If you can just make it through the akwardness, you find growth.
I learned that sometimes chances come around twice and you see them differently, be it good, better, or just different.
Through my best friends I have learned what true love is. Unconditional.
I learned that I blush. I never thought I did but I do.
I learned that I get car sick, dont ask, it's a new development in 2008 lol.
I learned that smiles are magic.
I learned to listen to my heart, and go with my "just know" feeling.
I learned it's ok to be who I am, and I love me. It's ok to show that I have faults and show my flaws, they are a form of perfection in it's self.
I learned I think TOO much.
I learned that less is more and living "the simple life" is the good life.
I learned how much I love Texas and the reason I hated it so much was because it was the biggest journey of growth and growing pains HURT!
I learned sacrifice is worth it.
I started using anti-wrinkle cream lol :)
I learned "Home is where your heart is" means your heart can be in more places than one, so can home. ;)
I learned working through fears is a fear in it's self.
These are not all of my lessons learned in 2008, just a few I wanted to take a few mins to share. I am SOOOOOOOO VERY blessed you have you in my life if you are reading this.
Thank you!
Love,
Izzi
God had been so good to me in 2008. I usually do a "things learned" blog every year, so I guess this is my "2008 things learned blog," even though it's a couple months late. : ) Here are some of my reflections: It brings to me an array of emotions and thoughts to think that we are who we are for a reason. I know that if we don't like something about ourselves then we can change. We have the power, the tools and hopefully the stamina. Change is HARD. Whether it's something we want to change in our lives or about ourselves there will be an adjustment period and it's NOT comfortable. If you can just make it through the akwardness, you find growth.
I learned that sometimes chances come around twice and you see them differently, be it good, better, or just different.
Through my best friends I have learned what true love is. Unconditional.
I learned that I blush. I never thought I did but I do.
I learned that I get car sick, dont ask, it's a new development in 2008 lol.
I learned that smiles are magic.
I learned to listen to my heart, and go with my "just know" feeling.
I learned it's ok to be who I am, and I love me. It's ok to show that I have faults and show my flaws, they are a form of perfection in it's self.
I learned I think TOO much.
I learned that less is more and living "the simple life" is the good life.
I learned how much I love Texas and the reason I hated it so much was because it was the biggest journey of growth and growing pains HURT!
I learned sacrifice is worth it.
I started using anti-wrinkle cream lol :)
I learned "Home is where your heart is" means your heart can be in more places than one, so can home. ;)
I learned working through fears is a fear in it's self.
These are not all of my lessons learned in 2008, just a few I wanted to take a few mins to share. I am SOOOOOOOO VERY blessed you have you in my life if you are reading this.
Thank you!
Love,
Izzi
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